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[Wednesday, October 15th, 2008 @ 11:11pm] |
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Its the beginning of that time of year when I just like to sit back and reflect on the things that have happened, and how I've changed, how circumstances have changed, etc. However, all I keep thinking is how much I've laughed this year. Out of self-mockery, joy, malice, or just for no reason at all.
I guess I feel bad for those of you who can't see the humor in it. Not to mention the incredible irony.
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[Wednesday, September 17th, 2008 @ 9:21am] |
Friends Only.
I've got enough drama in my life and I don't want anymore getting started.
In lieu of a friends purge, I'm just gonna leave the list as it is for now.
If you want to be added, comment.
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[Friday, September 12th, 2008 @ 9:29am] |
Well I've gotta say - I haven't laughed so much as I have the past couple days as I have in a long time. And I'm guessing its only going to get so much better tonight. Its actually kind of hysterical to just think about. Anyway.
Things never stop changing, do they? And its too bad that sometimes people need to get kicked in the face by reality to realize what they had, or realize what they didn't. Either way, its good to know that reality never lets you down - one way or another it always comes back and slaps you around a little.
Like I said before, it really is a shame summer had to end this way. But for all the bad stuff that's happened, good could have happened or did happen, so I guess it balances out a bit.
I'm not angry or bitter about anything that's happened. I was caught off guard and so I was upset, but thanks to my best friends, I feel so much better. Somehow they always manage to do that for me. Even though I've only known one of them a few months. I think everyone but one person I'm about ready to let it go from, to let it slide. But that other? Well, lets just say I thought they were better than that. (And no, that has nothing to do with a decision affecting ITC, its purely a decision which affected a friendship. And no, Matt, rest easy, its not you.)
Anyway, I'm off to school to "better myself" with education about old/new/crappy art that I probably won't like anyway. So I'll see you around. Feel free to text if ya just wanna talk to someone. I don't turn down conversation often haha
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[Friday, September 5th, 2008 @ 12:53am] |
Over the past few months, a lot has changed. I started hopeful, finding myself making new friends, and getting closer to people that I'd only known in passing (despite them being very close to Mario). And now, I find myself with but one of those friends really remaining. Its saddening to see so many decisions so hastily made. So many friendships so quickly tossed to the wind.
It really is a shame that the summer had to end like this.
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| The letter that never came. |
[Wednesday, August 27th, 2008 @ 2:15am] |
Dear you,
Know this above all else:
I will always love you, no matter what.
I'm sorry I'm so bad at showing it sometimes.
All my love,
Me
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[Friday, August 22nd, 2008 @ 11:37am] |
I know I shouldn't
& I know I told you that I wouldn't
But the idea still makes me ill.
How long is it going to go on?
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[Tuesday, August 19th, 2008 @ 4:26pm] |
Next time I get the urge to read my old journal entries, or read old messages on myspace, etc. Somebody please STOP me.
I only wind up hurt, pissed off, and wanting nothing more than to vomit.
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[Sunday, July 13th, 2008 @ 3:39am] |
Ever feel like you were being taken for granted?
I do.
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[Friday, July 4th, 2008 @ 3:06pm] |
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I hate it when he's gone.
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[Tuesday, June 10th, 2008 @ 12:39pm] |
i can't ever be worried.
what the fuck.
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[Sunday, June 1st, 2008 @ 10:18am] |
I start school tomorrow. 8am.
I'm kinda nervous.
& then, I have work afterwards.
loong day.
i need a good nights sleep tonight guys.
i vote to try and 'end' our outing (if we have one) by 2am :D kthx.
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[Tuesday, May 27th, 2008 @ 1:58am] |
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( Rant about my job. )
I'm going to take the next two days and make the most of them.
I need this more than you could ever know.
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[Thursday, May 22nd, 2008 @ 3:28am] |
Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull? Pretty good if you ask me. However, Matt did sum up the most pressing thought on most of our minds at the end of the movie.
Working 9-2 tomorrow... Somebody come see me [pout]
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[Wednesday, May 21st, 2008 @ 2:46am] |
... Go figure. 10-6 tomorrow.
Damn.
Good news though. We're getting the house (after a month and a half almost of waiting on the stupid bank - we're gonna get it). Excited much? Yes I am.
PS.
I hope at work, all I have to do is moves, fixes, etc. I hate ringing and guest servicing - which is ALL I did today...
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[Tuesday, May 20th, 2008 @ 9:25am] |
Work from 10-2... maybe 10-6 (God I hope not)
and then maybe some hanging out with my favorite.
We'll see...
All these late nights are catching up to me... I'm exhausted...
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| Wow. |
[Sunday, May 18th, 2008 @ 4:07am] |
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Sometimes I am really stupid.
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[Saturday, May 17th, 2008 @ 2:11am] |
Today was interesting. Nothing spectacular to report.
OH except that something happened that so rarely does:
I got off work early! yeeeuh! haha
Oh. And weiiiirrrrddddd stuff happened. But I'm just glad everyone is okay and I didn't have to kick any ass. haha
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| Project Polaroid Update. |
[Thursday, May 15th, 2008 @ 3:33am] |
Okay, so, if any of you missed the memo:
in Polaroid's last year of production of its instant film, I plan to document a year of my life (from May 08-May 09). I started May 10th and have taken at least one picture each of these days. Most of them have had my friends in them. However, today, during the one occasion when it would have been awesome (because Matt has a very polaroid-friendly lamp) I was told "no" by all three persons I was sharing company with. So, it is a boring ass picture of my bed and the Maus books which I finished this morning.
Anyway, I don't have new polaroids scanned in yet for ya'll but I think I might start a blogger account or something. Or a different journal to just do project polaroid. Eh whateva. Its not so much an art project as it is a personal thing. I love polaroids like crazy. They let me instantly reminisce. Anywho, point being, it is actually going to be very frustrating to complete this project. Not just due to the cost of the ordeal* but because some days I'm going to have to just find random crap to take a picture of. Which will be super disappointing :(
Uneventful days don't make good photo-memories.
Pictures tomorrow.
*- any donations toward project polaroid would be greatly appreciated
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| Picture time! |
[Tuesday, May 13th, 2008 @ 12:52pm] |
Okay, so, here are some pictures that I said I'd post before. But I hadn't got a chance to until now.
( More from adventures & bowling )
I forgot. I have a digital one too.
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[Tuesday, May 13th, 2008 @ 2:18am] |
Didn't get a chance to scan my polaroids from yesterday, and I have a few from today too.
So hopefully I'll get those tomorrow morning and you can all see them.
There was a really good one from our post-bowling outing.
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